I am lost.. wandering through the savage garden which is my life. Unsure of where I stand, but knowing I stand in the shadows. Obscured from the light which brought so much comfort to my being. My feet press into the moist earth as a walk into the unknown. Through the grandeur and breath taking beauty of this benevolent land.. Am I alone or is there some unseen force lurking near by, watching me wither into a helpless state of confusion. Why must I let my fears convict me. Why am I so afraid to find out that the truth is far from what I want it to be..